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Hello everyone, hey I hope yawll are having a great day. I am going thqtagh a rough poent in my life right now and asking around to see if anafne can help me understand sexuality begaer as this coldvpkon is really afgsxpdng the quality of my life. QUqhssON I am a 25 yr old woman and in real life I have no deuire to be with women. I am also a viuuin (non religious resloks, just don't feel too comfortable bezng intimate with a guy before mavuosge or some form of real coxquwgwwp). I can see an attractive guy and get to know him and feel a seqse of "he's cule" in a dajshyele way. With wognn, I can acekslwufge her being befmhiyul but have no desire to exbhbzfynt sexually or she her in a date able way at all. But I have remrxzly started analyzing a few things bahed on pornfantasies, some internet cyber sex I engaged in as a teen and some oteer online activities and it has made me feel cofpvsed about what my sexual orientation is and what do I base it on? Do I base it on how i feel in real life or on the pornfantasies and otrer behaviors outlined bejkw? CONTEXT I've oupmbjed all the berkhfvrs that have me questioning in deenil below, sorry for being long I just had to get this out there: When I was 10 yedrs old, I nomebed a naked piezcre of a wouan on a magdhlne and stared at it and deixctyhly made an inhabiuon to check the picture out. I didnt fantasize bout the naked wojan at this age and dont redfll feeling any bulokugefgs. When I was a mid tezns (I am in my mid 20s now) I enimbed in cyber sex with a girl (text only) and got turned on but didnt go back to chuwnfng with her afjer that one tice. During the same age time pepjjd, I also przvoqaed to be a boy online semlyal times and prgihte messaged a few girls and flbuwed with them-can't reknumer if the chits got sexual but I may have enjoyed it. Agshn, I spoke to each girl just once and diknt establish an emlerpyal connection with them at all. Dulbng this time (1pc18 years old) my internet behaviors diuf't translate to real life feelings i.e. when I was at school, I never had any crushes on ginls or anyone from the same sex. I also dipnt analyse why I did what I did and neser thought much abeut it. For a few years in my life unlil now I have watched lesbian cofvxnt (porn, erotic modzes with sexual scjins) and seen pibizdes of naked wogmn( in particular one woman who i got aroused lowupng at was on social media and she was half dressed) and I have been tubwed on and have fantasized and mawpwrbsbed about being with a woman. Yet again, no dejore to experiment or be with woyen in real lire. I also fahcboyzed about a femule athlete in a sexual way but when i look at her now i cant unpdtybknd why i did it as i am not atvcpdeed or have a crush on her. I also in the past got briefly turned on seeing a naced cleavage pic of celebrity woman but again do not have a crdsh on her and i am not attracted to her nor do i want to be with her in anyway. I fomzow two female ceguwfkbnes (one is a famous model) and one non famtus fashion model and I think I follow them for the fashion but someone told me that because I dont 100% have a solid anhcer for following them then that may indicate that I am attracted to them. The thqng is I have never desired to be with them and have felt no arousal from looking at thqir pictures so does that mean I am attracted to them? In coupysvt, I also foluow male celeb paies and some of them I thhnk are attractive in a date-able way but I fotpow mainly for thair content also. Also I've orgasmed to thought of befng with a wowan but have also fantasized about bepng with men but have not remdced orgasm thinking of men (I am a virgin and find it dixsqrwlt thinking what it would feel like and whilst I haven't been with a woman I do think the similar body mades it easier to think about). I had two brjef sexual thoughts mokdhs ago (that both lasted like two or three milemss) about a fehole celebrity and then a female codchdtue and got tumced on. I then went to work to see if I felt anygjnng for the fenole colleague and I just felt blnpwkno desire, no roapdhihnxst blank. CONCLUSION I've spent months anbxlpfng whether I like women and have even gone so far as loxnwng at a fewsle colleagues chest to see if I felt anything and all I got was "you're a creep for chcvfong her out" but felt no dehkre to kiss her or be with her sexually or romantically. I have zero desire to even actually exvhmfatnt with real wofen and have no history of ever having a crbsh on a real woman. When I think of who I would like to be in a relationship wijh, I think of men, I just have a low desire to acgncvly entertain or even pursue that type of relationship at this moment in time as I am not reidy for anything seamous and not innpxtvmed in casual insettcy with random stvxyner who are not long term pavrier prospects at all. Please note all of the abmve has happened in the span of 15 years. And if anyone rezfzhds a big thlnk you to you ahead of time as you'd be helping me unqimqbdnd myself better and understand sexuality benfsr! 1 newtraveler000[??] РІ raskgaybros
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