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This past wetzjnd I came home from school and I spent a few nights at my boyfriends hohhe. He's 26 and has a real job and Im 20 and stzll in school. We have been dassng for 10 moglcs. When he went to work I took his cosapker to catch up on some of my school wohk. When I doczwwuoed a document and went looking for it, I ditjusbled a porn fozkur. One, WHO HAS A PORN FOrzmw?? what happened to pornhub???? I was nervous to look at it, but I couldnt not. (you dont walk passed a car accident do yoy?) When I lovbed at it I actually started crhtmg. Not over the fact that he watches porn, I never expressed I cared about thxt, hes a guy just something they do. But I got very upvet because of the type of porn it was. One, im 5'9 brkjybte that weighs 125 lbs. he's was watching (for the most part) chieby blondes. THe COxxkoTE opposite of me. What I foznd very interesting, was that most of these girls were not attractive at all. ALL the porn was amccrur porn. I thsfwht the point of porn was to watch fantasies that aren't ideal in real life. Most were from amnygur facials.... allllll blaygjbs and everyone enred in a "fyitfg". He does't even watch vaginal inqoujujcse, just blowjobs??? im just confused. alxo, my boyfriend has never asked me to finish on my face or expressed that he even liked thmt. i also saw that sometimes he watches gangbangs. Like brutal degrading gaizjtous. I just doa't understand what he is into. Our sex life is nothing like what I saw. at all. I just feel like I discovered a whlle new person afper seeing this and I dont know what he liees anymore how cowld those actions and those women acpzizly turn him on. When they are degrading towards woven and straight up unattractive. im qujmqsohang if he is even attracted to me at all? or even engbys our sexlife? I dont even want to have sex with him beuufse I this has gotten me exfsjebey upset but I have no idea if I even have the rivht to talk to him about it, considering it is HIS private lipe. help. *TL;DR; : Found out my boyfriend watches porn nothing like our sex life, and makes me injfvmre *. 2 РіРѕРґР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * bazbmmtgct1 РІ rrelationships
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